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Ger, I’m sorry I didn’t write this sooner. You died almost 4 months ago, but I didn’t know what to say to you. I didn’t wanna ask why you left so soon. Or wail about you leaving me here, that’s selfish. A lot lot selfish. But still, my heart hurts because you are not here,…

I took LSD tonight . I took LSD tonight and nothing will ever be the same again. I took LSD tonight and I broke my brain.So my iPhone screen looks like a distant blank page. The first thing I set out to do was find my purpose or myself. Like when people say, you find…

What amazes me about the human mind is it’s ability to roam, to be free. And sometimes you get so fucking lost in being human. In your job, in school, that you’re stuck on the ground breathing stale air. But somewhere in your head, in all that chaos. There’s an oasis. There’s a place where…

An attempt at immersive writing. Before you start, please put on Mozart’s Die Zalbertflot. Let everything else fade out, focus on the music and my words. If you know how I speak and you like it, read in my voice. Or read it in anyone you love’s voice. Ready? Classical music is a look into…

Women are wonderful creatures, to be honest. Their subtly slanted eyes, beautiful lips smooth baby skin, and cello-like curves. I wonder what you’d taste like. Nope. Stop rewind. Come here, sit in my laps baby girl. Talk to me, how was your day ? Talk into my mouth while you kiss me. And I bite…

My father is a car enthusiast. So growing up and spending all of my school mornings and post school ride homes with him, I heard a lot of “what car is this?” “What logo is that?” We actually used to play a game called “name the car maker” so he points at a car and…

An African Parent Diss. First of all, if you’re reading this and you’re African, a Parent and neither Gen Z nor a Millennial, you suck. You’re a hypocrite. You’re shallow, judgmental. If you’re not, let’s diss them b. One of the easiest ways to spot an African parent is that moronic profiling they do. A…

Why do we love? Why do we have these things called emotional attachments? What is the point? Over the years I’ve heard so many takes on love. Some made sense, some didn’t, at-least, not to me. Someone said love is “a choice”. The Bible defines love in 1 Corinthians 13. But the one definition of…

Everyone asks “why sustain” and honestly, I thought of it in under a minute. And if you asked me this a year ago, when I got it, I’d just say “We move”. But it’s deeper than that. I just didn’t think my answer would be a whole rant. Anyway, when people hear suicidal, they hear…

This isn’t something we like to talk about. Even me. I play with it. I joke about it, a little more than the appropriate amount. But when you say “death”, hearts stop. People are shocked and tears flow. Why? Maybe I’m too broken. Too cold to understand. Or maybe there’s something wrong with me. Someone…